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My sense of time is so skewed! I was with Lauren the other day, yesterday maybe? I don't know, and I said something like, "remember last week when such and such happened?" and she said "that was yesterday. Everyday this week felt like friday. God, I'm sick of even writing these entries I sure as hell wouldnt want to read them because theyre BORING and teenage angsty.
Lately I've been really craving company. Usually I really like being alone, or at least I don't mind it, but the past couple weeks or so I've been so much happier with other people around. I wonder if this is a permanent shift in my personality or if its because I'm just generally frustrated and sad lately and when I'm with friends I can just be stupid or whatever. I think everyone is really sick of school and things being so.. the same all the time.
I sound like I fucking need zoloft or something but I swear I don't. My pessimism sounds so much less pathetic (or at least it doesnt sound like I'm about to hang myself) in person.