So I am now single, after a year long relationship, it kindof sucks, but I'm taking this chance to grow and transform myself into something new, I know I need to change, and I need to get that single girl in me weened off random sex partners, I know it will take a while, but for the sake of my future relationships I need to get it out of my system ( Read more... )

HELLO LIVEJOURNAL!!!!!! Its been tooo long, I have been away for like a year, haha. Ive been busy busy busy, and dealing with alot....ugh, but I finally have internet and things are good, I can now update on my life, hopefully more consistently ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOO....

Things arent soo bad anymore, Im starting to figure shit out. Hazaahh.

1st item of buisness:I figured out what Im going to do about school..since I pretty much dont go due to being so behind it wouldnt matter, plus work, plus things at home dealing with money, bills etc, what Ive decided to do was wait until Novemeber when I turn 19 ( Read more... )

Dear journal, we havent spoken in quite some time.

Well heres a checklist of things I need to do that involves money that I dont particularily(?) have:

Possible car loan (124 mth-5000 total)

Pay other half of Prom dress deposite (150)

cell phone bill (290)

Prom tickets and other things (150-200 depending)

Hospital Bills from car accidents

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My god, there has been soo many things going on. Espcially within my mind, and heart. I feel sooo confused and torn, no longer for something ahead but more for what has happend and the want to relive it again. Especially back in Arizona.

Currents:I have not been sleeping well, due to nightmares and thoughts of what my mother did to herself almost ( Read more... )

~Pillow Queen~

Current mood: artistic
Category: libido is flowin... Romance and Relationships

And to you I say "breath me, breath me"..... in soo deeply ( Read more... )

There is a whole book on this, but this was the most prominant article I read ( Read more... )

Love can be interpreted in soo many ways, the way a person can make you feel each time you speak their name, think of them subconciously, or see them as they pass you, and you feel that tight constricting feeling like you want to shout to the heavans you adore them and want to keep them before you lose the oppritunity to be with them, and may never ( Read more... )

Lyrics....for you ( Read more... )

I think that song from Goldfrapp-Ohh ohh, is the favorite among entertainment companies! And Im about to watch a hot hot scene on Nip/Tuck!! OMG, I love this one! Kit is my goddess, I want to have her and those damn garters all to myself. *envious look ( Read more... )