well it has been awhile hasnt it. well anyway things have changed alot. i have moved out of my mothers house and am now living with andrew and have been for awhile. its pretty kool. ray has recently been living here . he hasnt officially moved in but he might as well have. i have a job now. im a photographer for lifetouch studios at jc penny at the ( Read more... )

ive spent the last week with shayna. and i had a very good time. i love her sooooo much. tomorrow or thursday im helping shayna's mother go to the dump. and then im working at andrews house to make money ...and alex's mother offered to take me clothes shopping. and i have big news for those who have wanted me to do something with my music....jared ( Read more... )

so today was the first day i got a chance to have some ..."me time" and do some stuff that i wanted to do . but i got yelled at today for not working enough around the house ......man do i feel appreciated ...NOT ( Read more... )

ok so this weekend was one of the shittiest ..but productive , ive had in a long time...fuckin 11 hours a day of moving all the heavy shit out of daves shop! and my dad barely helped...fuckin bullshit. my back is killing me and my knees are just shit right now..and my entire body is sore. i havent had a goodnights rest in a few days...but its not ( Read more... )

hello. long time since ive updated. well ive moved. far away and it sucks. i had a goood weekend. and now everthing kinda sux. my mother broke my patience. My long standing passivism. i snapped on her. throughout our entire moving trip she has just bitched at me all the time (occasionally being nice so im not completely ragging on her). shit has ( Read more... )

I spent the entire weekend with shayna and ahd a wonderful time! we did some stuff. drank a lil, went to a fireworks show. and swam in a lake. she got a sick stomach though. poor shayna. we did a lot of ...just veggin out again too. lol . i know we are lazy. Ive been driving around alot and getting tired of it. i only want to drive when I WANT TO ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. I had the most pleasant weekend with my girl, shayna. (*love sigh*. i had a wonderful time with her. I wish my dad wasnt a complete drunk asswhole who doesnt deserve to have a fun life and should grow up and be a good person for once. ....but over all the weekend was good lol. now..today was a reletively bad day. ive been stressing ( Read more... )

Today SUCKED.. lol...very boring indeed. I am looking forward to driving. then i can take shayna out to a club or something. that'll be fun. i miss her. i go one day without her ..and i miss her...i know its pathetic. but i call it devotion you bastards. lol jk. tomorrow im going to spscc with ray and andrew. so i hope thats fun. well bye

Hmmm shayna is different..and its killing me inside. She isnt the happy girl i love. she seems to have changed in hawaii . i saw it comming and i hoped it wouldnt happen. it did. but ive gotten soft for her and she just got hard as nails and it pierces through my softened heart ( Read more... )

today wasnt a terrible day.. ive had worse. i am incredibly happy shayna is back. i had fun with her for a while and then i just got a bad feeling .. i just dont feel like im good enough for her like she needs something more than a peaceful musician. who is feminine. Im trying to improve myself for her. Im have jealous feelings ( Read more... )