why do things have to be so complicated? i just...don't...understand it...

oh despair. working is difficult right now. i feel like i'm trudging through mud and fog.

this is a strange disconnect.

:-D i feel as though I'm on the edge of a cliff, but i feel so happy right now i don't really care!

i'm really happy right now.

this is that feeling like i'm going to throw it all away. i am misery again.

what is it that I want? i suppose my best answer is "happiness".

I'm a mouse. I decided that. I pity my kin whom I often kill ( Read more... )

this is what i told her via text ( Read more... )

i'm in such a cuddly, cutesy kind of mood...

i wish there was someone to cuddle :(

im seriously about to throw up. ive done perfusions before but they've never grossed me out like this. maybe just because the first few didn't work well? maybe i spilled formaldehyde on myself and am reacting to it. either way, i feel like im in the depths of hell. not just that, but nothing seems to be working right. god damn it's frustrating. can ( Read more... )

i think the sad thing is..i'm getting used to this single life...and i like it. i don't have to worry about anyone else for dinner, etc. im free to make my own plans. im free to comment on the attractiveness of a particular person without feeling guilty. sure im terribly lonely sometimes, but its good to live in a house with so many people. i think ( Read more... )