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May 27, 2010 00:26

I'm a mouse. I decided that. I pity my kin whom I often kill.

Ouch you. That hurt. The worst hurt is the avoidance. Really, must you avoid me? Why will you cuddle and be nice to everyone else, and yet be so cold to me? Why did X deserve your love and trust? Why did I never gain such a thing? Why can't we have that kind of relationship? Why do you love her and not me? Why must this be the way it is? Why can't you honestly tell me anything....? Why send me away in that fashion?

I'm talking to him now. 'Why do you confuse me so much?' Hun, I confuse myself. It's nothing personal. Sorry.

FUCK. I'm hating life right now. This is why I dont drink much anymore....
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