I make jokes about my LiveJournal to people. There's something about laughing at yourself with others. I did see a few entries about how I'd just re-read all of my old ones and how I was sO sTuPiD when I was younger. I guess I've always been laughing at myself ( Read more... )

How much hindsight can I have after reading about my beginnings of college? I read about how scared I was. Making new friends. Finding friends but not knowing they were gonna be my forever friends. I wish there was a bit more details. I feel like I wrote them somewhere.. I just don't know where.. and of course I find it moments later ( Read more... )

 Sorry for the depressing last entry.
Here's an amazing song...

Lyrics to "Flight" by Craig Carneila sung on the CD "Wish" by Sutton Foster and Megan McGuinnes

Let me run through a field in the night

Let me lift from the ground til my soul is in flight

Let me sway like the shade of a tree

Let me swirl like a cloud in a storm on a sea

Wish me on my way
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 Why did I have to go and pick the hardest profession? I mean seriously. I'd say the profession with the most let downs, the most diasppointments, the most stress. It had to be this one ( Read more... )

I'm one of the lucky ones ( Read more... )

What defines beauty? I mean, is it the media? Is it our peers? Or is it only ourself vs.ourself. While putting on makeup today for a concert (clearly, I had to wear more..) I remembered something from this summer. I was at the mall with my boyfriend and I had no makeup on and was not looking grade-a. I decided to go into Victoria's Secret with him ( Read more... )

The last few weeks have just been kind blah. I've been doing a lot more sleeping than I should. My dreans have been vivid and odd. I find myself lounging around. Is it becuase I can? Or is something wrong? I want him to come up here. It's not fair that he's not. We're working on it. It's just sad because it's causing uncecessary fights. Stuff we ( Read more... )

 I kind of hate being alone. I like it sometimes. When I intentionally do it. but since college, I'm a lot more alone than I anticipated. I realize I just creep on my computer and find meaningless things to do. Please don't think i'm unhappy because i'm not. I swear. Actually, things haven't been this fun and good in a long time. I love my group of ( Read more... )

Hey Livejournal! Happy 4 year anniversary on the 30th. That's pretty super.

If you want some entertainment, go back four years and read what I was doing.. it''s pretty hilarous.

byebye 

OKAY this is super weird too. Not only did Pandora give me that amazing song I just posted, but my livejournal name "TrueMeaning" is from a Gavin DeGraw song.. and GUESS WHAT CAME ON RIGHT AFTER THAT SONG I JUST POSTED?!?!

Yeah, that's weird.
I LOVE FATE