It's been what a few weeks, since I updated this thing, oh i just realized this would be the day I should be leaving Wellspring. Funny thing, in a few days i'll be buying a car from them. Kinda interesting. Anyways, who cares. I don't really care to think of that place ( Read more... )

So right before i started to write in this thing i broke the chair I was sittin in, so of course I had to fix it, took about 5ish minutes.. perhaps. I don't know. but Brday just sat on his bed playin his damn video game snickering at me, because I broke the chair. Meanie. So i'm not sure why I was drawn to write in this thing again, epecially since ( Read more... )

So it's 10:45 and brady won't get out of bed for us to do something, i'm bored off my ass, tried ot talk to tim, but it's kinda like talkin to a brick wall so theres not point in that, just tryin to figure stuff out with him seriously but its' life what cha goin to do.. bored!!!

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That I'm back on this thing. I haven't been on it for like a year but then he brings it up and here we go again. I think the reason I stopped writing in it is cause i finally decided need to stop bitching. like most do in this.. lol. ha, nah but i usually don't have anything to say. becuase i mean whats really going on in my head? nothin' i want ( Read more... )

yay we got back together on the 10th

So i was right, me and my boyfriend weren't going to last. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate this fucking world right now. ugh, it feels like i'm losing my bestfriends. i don't think me and my boyfriend are going to last long. which i really shouldn't be thinkin like that but what am isupposed to do.. him and i are complete opposites. and one of these days that oppositeness is going to catch up to him and i are and then we are going ( Read more... )

I just want to beat something up, punch something, kick it, hurt it, do something destructive. i wanna scream, i wanna cry, i want to hate everything and everyone. I want PEOPLE to stop being so damn stupid and make good damn decisions with thier life. I want all this fuckin' pain to end!!!!!!!!

Well, hows is everyone doing, thats to the ones who read this... i wonder who does... anyways, I joined the Air Force, I'll find out Friday when I ship off to Basic. Kinda scary if you ask me... But I can't wait i'm very excited, just so damn excited. Not sure what to do while I wait though, it's kinda a mess in my head. Cause what if I want to ( Read more... )