I'm gonna pick up my hobbies again. Kandy making and dread falls. Hopefully this will keep my mind off of food.

just kill me

hahahaha, fuck you asshole. I'm a heartless bitch and I get what I want. And I wanted you to suffer. I hope your brother shoots your stupid ass. I do NOT feel sorry for what I did. You both fucking deserve it. Have fun with your little whore bitch of a girlfriend. I hope you know she's gonna cheat on you while she's in Europe.

but I never feel hungry?

I have no idea what being hungry feels like. Restricting is easy, I don't want to eat. But then something sets me off and I just shovel food down my throat like theres no tomorrow. I either fast unintentionally or binge unintentionally....shitty

carl's jr is my enemy. so is taco bell and mcdonalds. why do they all have to be in the same place??????

how is 7000 calories even possible?

who new that a cup of brie is 800 cals?

idk, not me.

Sometimes I feel really superficial, and it comforts me. If I can just look in the mirror and obsess over my makeup for an hour and trying to look perfect I feel totally relaxed. It's like when I get ready for a rave, I take hours to get my hair just right with my cyberlox and dreadfalls or yarn falls. And for what? I'm not trying to impress anyone ( Read more... )

I'm totally obsessed with making Kandy, seriously. I bought so many beads. I just couldnt help myself. I ditched English to make Kandy. Not only that, but i didnt write my essays. I'm totally gonna fail.... I need to stop doing this. I know what I need to do, but why can't i just get myself to do it? where's my motivation? Im just so lost. So crazy ( Read more... )

So today I'm sick at home. I've been sick for a while now. In my mind, I am just totally, lost. Completely Detatched. My head hurts and I'm lethargic. I'm not sure what to do. It's all just so overwhelming. Maybe I'm just crazy,m but this isn't normal. What happened to all of my motivation? I havent been to school in a while....I don't even want to ( Read more... )