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Happy Thanksgiving
I sincerely hope that all of my friends and loved ones have a great day today. I am excited today because we are having a goose for dinner and this will be my first time eating goose. -
wishful thinking
I am writing today to wish all of my friends happy holidays and a really good end to the year. Things have been up and down for me but I feel like I am getting better with each passing day. I am still in love with the man of my dreams, and I am going to school online to become a pharmacy technician. Life is better than I ever expected it to be ( Read more... ) -
pain relief??
today i am going to have radio frequency ablation to my lower back in the hopes of relieving some of the pain that i've been dealing with. i had similar procedures done in Toledo when i lived there, and they worked very well for me. i am really tired of being in pain and i'm trying to lose weight, which will definitely help. right now i am ( Read more... ) -
looking forward to CLAW
a friend of mine is going to be vending there this year, and he gets 4 admissions for being a vendor. two of those admissions are for Lorence and i. i also signed up to volunteer because it is one way that i can give back to the local Leather community, and that is very important to me. i'm also very excited about it because the current IML will ( Read more... ) -
i screwed up again
cuz i didn't think about it or discuss it with Lorence and i ordered another cell phone so that i would have a phone of my own. so now we will be paying even more for a phone and the internet. even if we get the promotional discount that we are supposed to get, we'll still be paying more. i am not sure what makes me do things like this; and, of ( Read more... ) -
evolving as an individual
i thought for a long time that i would never change, that i would always be the needy person that i had been since i was a child. i am glad to be able to say, here and now, that i am no longer as needy as i had been. i still have needs, just like anyone else, i am no longer focusing solely on those needs. i have begun to focus my energy on the ( Read more... ) -
does anyone actually read this???
i haven't been getting replies to my entries so i'm wondering where all my friends have gone. -
still not feeling sad
and i don't know what to think of that. i keep thinking that i should be sad about my father dying, but i really don't. i know that i can't really talk about this with either of my siblings, so i made an appointment with my therapist for thursday to talk about it. hopefully, she can help me to get clear about what is going on.