Am I going to Die Soon?

[trampledheart]

I feel terrible everyday. I feel as if I am approaching the bottom of the stairwell and the fall will not be a painless one. I am drowning myself in alcohol. My boyfriend is regressing back to his old habits. I am eating all of the time. I am smoking all of the time. No descision I make is a wise one. I really need help, I really need someone to

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[mixmaster_mo]

Take a deep breath. Things will get better because life isn't static.

It doesn't sound like the environment you're in is helping. Can you get away? Mini vacation? Stay with a friend?

Sometimes a little change in scenery gives me a new perspective.

Try talking to a friend. Venting your issues might help you feel less stuck.

I hope you feel better soon.

[trampledheart]

Thank you so much for your words of encouragement. Its really hard to stay up right now. I can't breath.