My mother is a very selfish individual at times. She called me a slob this morning because I have clothes all ver my room and I only have clothes all over the place because we dont have a washing machine right now and I dont have time to go to the laundry mat. I hate her right now. She says that I dont treat her the same and thats a fucking lie all ( Read more... )

I feel terrible everyday. I feel as if I am approaching the bottom of the stairwell and the fall will not be a painless one. I am drowning myself in alcohol. My boyfriend is regressing back to his old habits. I am eating all of the time. I am smoking all of the time. No descision I make is a wise one. I really need help, I really need someone to ( Read more... )

Life is tolerable right now. Josh is the source of all of my happiness and my mom throws in some goodness every once in a while... things could get really serious now--simply terrifying. I'm noticing my weaknesses and irritants and its only verifying what i didn't think could be true. Curly Sue has been stopping by these days. She's jealous of Josh ( Read more... )