Am I going to Die Soon?
I feel terrible everyday. I feel as if I am approaching the bottom of the stairwell and the fall will not be a painless one. I am drowning myself in alcohol. My boyfriend is regressing back to his old habits. I am eating all of the time. I am smoking all of the time. No descision I make is a wise one. I really need help, I really need someone to talk to who can help me. I need to be saved.