Hey, I have a new lj name....xChrissy_Bearx  so i will no longer be updating in this journal.

Leave a comment here saying your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you in all honesty. All truth, no lies! (No matter WHO you are ( Read more... )

Stinging tears, burn resentment, all I have is in your possession, and my heart does not
bleed for anyone but my own......am I loveless?

My day was quite boring. We woke up at 1, ate, went swimming, came back, helped my dad put the entertainment center together, found out some gay stuff, got ready for the day, then Sammie and Loreal came over. ( Read more... )

if u could descibe me in one word, what would it be and why?

Even though hes there, I miss what we had. I miss everything. Hes been all I could think about and I cant get him off my mind. All those times we spent together can never be replaced by any other guy. I mean sure a couple guys like me, but I love someone else completely. I dont know how I can explain that to them..but oh well.

Anyways..school was ( Read more... )

Ya know how everyone says theres always someone for everyone? Well were the hell is my someone? lol i mean hell i think ive found him but who knows man. only time will tell i guess.

Today was pretty dumb. It wasnt exciting at all. The highlight of my day was that Tucker is now back in Shores. Its awsome. He doesnt look all that different though. I fell asleep in 3rd hour, it was funny, Kt had to wake me up and the teacher was staring at me. Eh oh well. Joey came to school with Dana, Jessica, and basically hung out with Richard ( Read more... )

Well tomaro is school! It'll be cool though cause Ill get to see all my friends. So yeh. I talked to Justi on the phone. We have no classes together. It sucks. I misses him! There was only a couple good parts of my summer. The rest was kinda all the same. Im gunna miss sleeping in and gettin to go places during the day and not havin to worry about ( Read more... )

Well Wed. and Fri. made me happy. I got to see someone. Last night was kinda gay though. Me and Joe got in a fight, me and dana got in a fight. It was pretty gay actually. Then today I had to work at 3. Johnny showed up, and I got everything straightened out with him. I was bummed that Stacey didnt work the same party as me, but oh well. I also ( Read more... )

I feel really crappy today. I feel like I have lost everything and that I have nuthing left to lose. I have basically lost 2 of the people I have ever cared about the most. Well I know I have lost one cause all he cares about is himself, and I feel like I have lost the other because we dont talk much anymore, and I cant call him or anything. I feel ( Read more... )