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I feel really crappy today. I feel like I have lost everything and that I have nuthing left to lose. I have basically lost 2 of the people I have ever cared about the most. Well I know I have lost one cause all he cares about is himself, and I feel like I have lost the other because we dont talk much anymore, and I cant call him or anything. I feel emotionally drained. I just want to leave and never come back. Everything this summer has gone down the drain. But I feel better now that Im not with someone who makes me unhappy most of the time, yet since then, other people have played a part in my emotions and how im feeling. It kinda sucks.
I hope I get my check this weekend. I really need to get a phone. Im dying without one. And Im not kidding either.
At this time, I'm counting all the reasons I should stay.
Bottom line. I'm missing all the things I gave away.
I remind, and see your face every single day.
Still I'm blind. I wish that there was something I could say
To make things right...
Maybe something exciting will happen today....doubtful though. Aw man this sucks so bad. I need to talk to Nikki. It seems like shes really the only other one who understands what Im going thru. I have to wait til school starts to talk to her though cause I have no phone and shes never online.
Well Im out for right now....comment!