whoo hoo 5 day weekend, i just hope my house wont float away like ms. quals said. schol was so weird today, like it seemed like it was dragging on forever and i swear i had a feeling it was friday, and then there is no school! weird ( Read more... )

ugh ( Read more... )

*you're spinning me round

im so afraid of the fall

so clearly creeps the ground

i dont wanna, i dont wanna lose it all

think im sinking

deeper, deeper, please surface me

has she stopped breathing?

slowly slowy, everyones losing me*

**about last entry....***

everything is a bit better, talked to ana, i love her lots.

she is jumping into our jokes, joining the conversations, trying to selfishly write herself into our lives! defying what we know, what we learned, when truthfully she is nearly invisable, only stared at and silently questioned. her motives arn't clear even to me and i seem to hold all the answers, but i don't. i sit back day after day brushing past ( Read more... )

ugh... when she did that it hurt so badly.it was a joke but if only she knew how not funny it was.i dont kno if i was upset about the possibility of her geting a second chance when i never had my first. in the end id rather be hurting then kno i might have ruined something good for two ppl i deeply love. i cant tell anymore if im sad because i cant ( Read more... )

well today was the second day of school and all my friends got to meet ally, some of them are terrified of her, others dont care, and a few choice ones aprove. wtvr. anyway i saw **lance** today. shh i wont reveal who he is. omg **lance** is so hott! i like him so much, and i doubt he knows i exsist. wtvr i can dream cant i? chelsey likes eric ( Read more... )

rebecca is back finally!!!! she called me this morning and she told me all about camp. she did rite me i just idnt get the letter, thank god by the way becuz if she didnt well shed have to die. she said she wore my earings to prom! she is so sweet. but dumb becuz she wasted money on me by buying a rice necklace thingy. but shes still the best. i ( Read more... )

eeerrr my sister is freaking reding my journal again!!! its so annoying now i have to either delete my journal or delete the lonk on my profile!like i said before if she realy wanted to know about my life then she could ask! when i want to know something about whats been going on with her I ASK!!!! but you know what she does? she insists on going ( Read more... )

omg today is so boring. i like have nothing to do its insane. mommy rented the butterfly effect but i havnt watched it yet, maybe thats what ill do. im also hungry. i want to go to my cousins house! my dad just got back from new york, and my cousin and aunt just moved down from jersey so they are living temporarily at my dads house but they got ( Read more... )

my sister keeps reading my journal and it is getting realy annoying. like if she realy cared shed ask me about my life not snoop behind my back and go against what i said reading my private thoughts. the whole point of this was to express my feelings without worying about someone having an oppinion about everything. im just like so beyond the point ( Read more... )