thanksgiving approacheth. everything might end up ok. whatever. its cool. anyway so i go home tomorrow, then im driving up with my dad to go pick up amanda from school. and that excites me. a lot. im happy that i get to go home and part of the four families again. these include: my own, bryans, lauras, and logans. i dont really have much else to ( Read more... )

im starting to think ill never be able to save up money and have money and shit. there will always be some huge fuckup ill be paying for. for like the rest of my life ( Read more... )

halfway through summer. i dont know if im happy. i guess that means im not, right? i have no money. which im working on but ive been busy and work is shitty so i try not to go too often. today seems like a waste. tomorrow too, probably. i feel kind of different and i dont know why. i just wish i could just go up to boston right now sometimes. i ( Read more... )

so you wont be hearing much from me for a week or two. we're going camping, then the day after i get back im leaving for a roadtrip with bryan and stu. so yeah. its going to rule. im super excited ( Read more... )

we havent left yet and already my parents are pissing me off something awful. my recitals today. im not looking forward to it. its raining. my dad REFUSES to let me drive today. i need a cigarette. guess i have to wait til i get to school. which sucks. i hate that stupid alley. fuck. i hope this spring break is really really really fucking short. ( Read more... )

as someone i care about very much once put it "february is a crappy month" and now its over. march is here. and its going to be a lot better. a lot better. a lot better. WE GO ON TOUR IN 21 DAYS. MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 27 DAYS. its going to be an awesome month ( Read more... )

I keep making half entries and never finishing them. everythings busy and stressful and freaks me out. but as i knew, nothing has gotten any better. i dont think anything will get better for the next 11 months. seriously. i dont know how long ill be able to take this. actually ill only need to take it for the next 5 months. which actually really ( Read more... )

i like working dayshift cause it seems like im at work a whole lot less. yesterday was weird but pretty fucking amazing. everything is kinda weird and fucked up but i really like it so i dont know. anyway. i got melvins- houdini yesterday. and its also pretty fucking amazing. i dont really know what im doing today. im just kind of in a stupor i ( Read more... )

i dont know what to say. its been a rough couple of days. in general, wednesday night my friend called at like 1am needing a ride home from work (we work together). so i had to sneak out of my house and like... steal my own car to get her. and my dad caught me. he wasnt really that pissed off but pretty much everything snowballed and now im just a ( Read more... )

you know what? tonight was awesome. i got switched to usher for the night. and ushers dont do anything except chill, and party in the theaters while no ones there. we dont clean anything, we just move it out of sight. we play basketball with trashcans and full drinks, and none of us can make shots for SHIT so we spilled like 79 gallons of liquid ( Read more... )