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I keep making half entries and never finishing them. everythings busy and stressful and freaks me out. but as i knew, nothing has gotten any better. i dont think anything will get better for the next 11 months. seriously. i dont know how long ill be able to take this. actually ill only need to take it for the next 5 months. which actually really makes me happy i think. and next month i do get my provisionals off, if i dont get a moving violation which ill just have to be careful about. its almost getting too cold to bike but i probably will go today anyway. i need to get out of here. i just hate my parents a lot.
there was a drugbust at my school and theyre trying to link me to it. it really sucks, cause i wasnt involved at all with that shit. i honestly dont care. they can search me all they want it just pisses me off because now my teachers are all thinking im a dealer and shit. fuck my parents a lot, too. haha.
im semigrounded this weekend for coming home at like 1 last night, even though it was already known and shit. my dads just being a dick. oh and he goes out to my car and is like "someones been smoking in your car again." my parents are always like "we wish we could just not care but we cant" and then ill ask why not and theyll be like "BECAUSE WE CARE TOO MUCH." but honestly its a control issue. they see theyre about to lose all control over my life, and im assuming it scares the shit out of them. but fuck that man.
i really had when youre too angry to enjoy something youd normall enjoy immensely. its really depressing. i need to stop using that phrase though. oh well. now its either on a bikeride or to the shower, dont know which im going to go for.
there was a drugbust at my school and theyre trying to link me to it. it really sucks, cause i wasnt involved at all with that shit. i honestly dont care. they can search me all they want it just pisses me off because now my teachers are all thinking im a dealer and shit. fuck my parents a lot, too. haha.
im semigrounded this weekend for coming home at like 1 last night, even though it was already known and shit. my dads just being a dick. oh and he goes out to my car and is like "someones been smoking in your car again." my parents are always like "we wish we could just not care but we cant" and then ill ask why not and theyll be like "BECAUSE WE CARE TOO MUCH." but honestly its a control issue. they see theyre about to lose all control over my life, and im assuming it scares the shit out of them. but fuck that man.
i really had when youre too angry to enjoy something youd normall enjoy immensely. its really depressing. i need to stop using that phrase though. oh well. now its either on a bikeride or to the shower, dont know which im going to go for.