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"A story about a man with a vision of life in his own perception of fantasy and adventure. A realistic twist and view of life outside the fantasy as well." I didn't expect the movie to be a quite a turnout the way it was. But sooo many thing's about that film got me thinking. The needing to create a world of fantasy to enhance you're view on life ( Read more... )

It's funny how emotions can change from one moment to the next. I thought I was doing okay with being here (after my trip) and I'm really not. There's such a need inside of me that just won't shake off quite easily. It's as if I'm driving on a road with no sense of direction or a guidance of any kind. There are no street lights, just trees, land ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up around 4am to be at the airport at 5:15am so I wouldn't miss my flight that was scheduled for 7:05am. As I am in the car with my best friend (Chris), I begin to look out the window and reflect on the time spent with my family here in Ft.Lauderdale. And I as I begin to think back on how it all began up to how it is right now, ( Read more... )

Tomorrow will be the day I return to Miami & reunite with my best friends/family. It's been a few months since my last visit and I am really looking forward to this. I can't express how exstatic I feel about this visit. Somewhere in my heart, I have always known that these people were going to be my best friends forever. I know it sound's silly to ( Read more... )

It's not everyday you can wake up & see the light of day. Experience life as everyone else can with the same advantages. You should be thankful...all of you. Thankful that you have life, breath, strength and health to continue living this life on this earth. I recently lost a friend of mine to cancer about a few days ago (maybe 2 weeks now)And ( Read more... )

"What do you do when you are not real?" Last night was such a comfirmation for me. It's funny how people can appear to be one way when they actually aren't. My cousin seem's to think she is more spiritually in tune with God more than anyone in the family. And she is also a very controlling individual. Last night she scrutinized the kind of music & ( Read more... )

Well today is Christmas day and I am online. I have plans of going to Kissimmee today to go hang out with my cousin(s) and that's about all I know for now. Yesterday (Christmas Eve) was pretty cool. The family hung out and we all ate, joked and sang (don't ask about the singing. I didn't sing, they did. It's a thing...NM) So anyhow, today I woke up ( Read more... )

It's very amazing how we always get to hear about God, see people talk about his works, etc, etc. But it's very rare when "skeptics" whom which of never see his works easily judge thouse who have. I must say, since I've moved down here, I have indeed faced a lot of trails and tribulations (emotionally speaking & financially) but, I feel as if I ( Read more... )

Today I learned something at work. Although I went into work a little frustrated for many reasons beyond what I can usually intake, I learned how to communicate myself a little bit better. One of my co-workers (one of whom I am trying to get closer to as a personal friend) saw how I was and could determine that I wasn't exactly having "one of my ( Read more... )