I'm fustrated... I'm complaining...a nd I'm trying not to. I want to be a better person, and I'm trying very hard. When I just look at my school, and how I coudl get a better educationa nd go do what I want to do sooner... I don't see why I can't do that ( Read more... )

I get report cards today... :: prays to God she doesn't fail ( Read more... )

Charlie is mad cause I won't marry her.

eep.

I now hate spinning chairs with a passion! It is morning... and I think I'm going to blow chunks. :: winks and wonders if the turns anyone on :: anyways, it is school again and I'm scared. I pray to God that I didn't miss too many days a fail. I can't fail... I would loose everything if I fail. Tracy and charlie spent me around on the spinning ( Read more... )

I'm still pushing all of my problems away. The other day I got ahold of a razor, like I used to, and cut my thigh all up. I, myself, thinks it looks pretty... specially when the blood is running. I like to lick it... no matter how odd that may sound to you. The blood puts me in a trance though... and I like being in a trance. Noone is there, and I' ( Read more... )

I have been doing nothing all day and I LOVE it. Yes, I know. It is sad... but oh well. hehe. Lets see... I got online, took a shower, played dominoes, got online, drew, and got online. :: grins :: lovely day, I say. I know I'm usually sad and depressed, and today I should be since yesterday.... but I'm not. I'm happy. I guess pushing your problems ( Read more... )

I think that...

1.) I'm avoiding all my problems....

2.) I haven't updated in here in a while...

3.) I want the Fruits Basket dvds...

4.) This break is horrible... -_-

5.) I need to do homework...

6.) getting in touch with old friends is awesome.

7.) I need to get things starightend out...

My day started out slow and fustrating. Later on in the day after I could not reach anyone's cell phone, I got online. I got to talk to Todd which was a good thing. I enjoy talking with him. After a bit, I went and took a shower. This means I washed out my green hair. While I was taking a shower, Jonathan called. I answered and he told me how he ( Read more... )

Today was... a trance you can say. I didn't go to A or B block because I had to help take Sports pictures since I'm editor in yearbook... yeah, woo :: rolls her eyes :: Anyways... I was cold all day standing outside watching the cheerleaders lay on a trash bag wondering if you can see the bag... C block... let's just say I REALLY dislike C block. ( Read more... )

I'm in Keyboarding/ word processing which they now call it. Since everyone had a computer in the computer room except for me, I get sent to this room and get to play around for a while. Yay... heh. I like it. It is fun ( Read more... )