One Of Those Nights

[torra]

So have any of you ever had one of those nights where dawn finaly raises on the next morning, and you wake up and go, "Okay, yah, they were right, I reallly really should have gone into the Emergency Room last night when they told me to..."

Yah, Joan, Dad, everone else, you were right. I admit it. I should have gone into the ER last night.

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[selynne]

Bzuh???

[torra]

Yah, you missed most of the build up to that (no worries, I wasn't around a lot, either, for obvious reasons). I thought I was just having bad alorgies or something, but I kept getting this god-awful pressure buildup in my head, I used all my migrane meds, and even had to drive up to Krista's to borrow some of hers, but nothing seemed to help. Thrusday I developed a cough, too, and by Friday the pressure headache was so bad, just breathing hurt. Even the pressure of the pillow agsint my head lieing down was excursiating. I really, really should have gone to the ER, but by the time Dad realised how bad I was (his wrist has him in a lot of pain, too, so he hasn't been down here much and I haven't been up there) I was in so much pain, I didn't want to go to the ER because I knew that would meen more pain, even if at the end the pain stopped. Just the thought of all that movement and lights and sound and having to sit up and sit in a car and then sit for god only knows how long in big airey hallways and yah, I just couldn't take that

[selynne]

GOD.

Yeah. Definitely go in the next time that happens, please. I understand why you resisted though, all things considered. ::hugs::

Try not to feel so badly about it, though, or at least don't feel alone, because I did basically the same thing Tuesday morning, when I really should have gone in to Urgent Care, but (of course) didn't.

(I've been having horribly severe anxiety attacks in the mornings and at night, which is why I haven't been around much either. For most of the week I was trying to avoid being alone for too long, which meant little to no computer time.)

Anyway. I'm seeing my doctor on Friday about all of that, because I just can't tolerate it anymore. When do you see your doctor again??

[torra]

Yah, we're quite the pair, ain't we? ::sighs:: Probably the downside to us, we're the first to tell the other to "Get Some Fucking Help NOW Become I Come Down There/Up There And Drive You Myself!", but the last one to actualy listen. ::chuckles:: ::shakes head::

And GOOD! I wasn't gunn ask about yer doc again, so I'm glad you did so on yer own. {{{hugs}}} As for my doc, I'm not scheudaled again 'til Early June. I'd been mostly stable for the last few months, with my bad swings just being my usual bad swings, not anything new, so we desided to skip the May appointment and he just gave me the script for May's meds there to be filled on Friday.

If the headache thing comes back again, I will go back in, I promace. Right now, I'm doing a lot better. Still not great, but no where near where I was this weekend. Voice is sitll mostly gone, though, but I still think that has more to do with my sinuses being so stuffed, I'm forced to breath though my mouth at night, which my body does not like. I really don't expect to get my voice