One Of Those Nights
So have any of you ever had one of those nights where dawn finaly raises on the next morning, and you wake up and go, "Okay, yah, they were right, I reallly really should have gone into the Emergency Room last night when they told me to..."
Yah, Joan, Dad, everone else, you were right. I admit it. I should have gone into the ER last night. Unfortunaly, I inhearited my mom's subbornness with pain, I'm so used to living in pain that would bring a normal person to their knees, then when I do hit the kind of pain that brings me to my knees, I can justifye not stopping it because I'm so much more used to it.
I promace that if it comes back again, I will go in this time. It wasn't until today when it came back down to a managable level that I realised how bad it had gotten yesterday. There is no sane reason why I fought going in, and now that I'm back to myself I realise that.
Bad Torra, no biscut.
Don't expect to see me much the next few days. I'm better then yesterday, but still in a rough patch. ::sighs:: Just wanted to check in with people who heard I was in a bad swing, and wanted to let'cha know I'm still alive. Stubbornness asside.
Yah, Joan, Dad, everone else, you were right. I admit it. I should have gone into the ER last night. Unfortunaly, I inhearited my mom's subbornness with pain, I'm so used to living in pain that would bring a normal person to their knees, then when I do hit the kind of pain that brings me to my knees, I can justifye not stopping it because I'm so much more used to it.
I promace that if it comes back again, I will go in this time. It wasn't until today when it came back down to a managable level that I realised how bad it had gotten yesterday. There is no sane reason why I fought going in, and now that I'm back to myself I realise that.
Bad Torra, no biscut.
Don't expect to see me much the next few days. I'm better then yesterday, but still in a rough patch. ::sighs:: Just wanted to check in with people who heard I was in a bad swing, and wanted to let'cha know I'm still alive. Stubbornness asside.