Well Matt is still thinking of moving to NYC, but he knows that he can't reasonably get that done by August ( Read more... )

none of this is your fault. i am sorry if i make it out to be as such. i know that you were struggling with your happiness even when you were with me. it is a condition that both you and i dealt with when together. happiness can be so difficult to obtain in this world. i was so convinced after having had the time to think about it that i had ( Read more... )

1. List your top five favorite musical artists ( Read more... )

This is not where we stood when I made our life ( Read more... )

So Paul sent me the new Damien Rice CD (9-it's probably old by now, but for me it's new). And if this bound to be incredibly emotional post turns up a lot of DR lyrics, then blame Paul ( Read more... )

Chile is great. I think I want to live here. I don't know though, I'm probably just saying that because I'm here. I do know that I want to be able to travel the world and namely south america. I definitely need to be able to speak Spanish though, and I'm working on it, it's happening slowly but surely (I hope). Suzanne isn't too happy about it when ( Read more... )

the guilt and pain from ending things with matt hasn't completely left me, but i feel a lot better about it now. especially if i look at it in a selfish way. kellynn was telling me how great it is to see the old sarah back in action. before when she'd come over to matt and my house, she would want to go do something, and i guess i would usually ( Read more... )

we all know i have. huge ugly ones that hurt others, and hurt me the most. huge ugly ones that at first are wonderful and beautiful but then they turn into huge ugly monsters ( Read more... )

so....the post office screwed up and sent my passport to apartment 201 when my apartment number is 102. when i approached 201 about this, i find out that they don't speak a lick of english, and apparently, they didn't recieve any passports. i don't like to assume the worst in people, but it's still in the back of my head that they're illegal and do ( Read more... )

am i settling for something less than what i always thought i would demand. in giving up tears and angst...i may be giving up passion and butterflies as well ( Read more... )