I hate this journal, I don't think I'll ever seriously use it again, but that's not important. I'm here now, so I might as well put some words into this text box and update it so that people know i'm still alive ( Read more... )

so, I'm at work ( Read more... )

I have no father, I disowned him years ago. someone said to me this fathers day "come on, he bought you a car and everything give him a break" I'm sorry, but gifts and money do not make a good dad. i never had one of those. He has grudgingly earned some of my respect back by building stronger relationships with my brother and sister, but that is a ( Read more... )

damn, I seem to be no good at poker online. I've had to slow it down to playing smaller tables, and playing only one at a time... I lost like 3 bucks trying to play 3 tables at once. so now I'm bored again. playing only one table, I've got to keep my fingers busy so as not to press the "bet" buttons.... bad kitty ( Read more... )

today is worse.... much worse then yesterday ( Read more... )

Fucking twisted souls finding the hardest ways to torment themselves, it's gross. And I'm definately NOT talking about me. How can people be worth trusting when they are capable of making decisions for ALL the wrong reasons? Selfish egotistical maniacs think they're doing something better then you when all their doing is commiting involuntary ( Read more... )

well... hey for a little while. for those of you who might still care, I got another new (kinda old) cell phone number. Meaning I got my old cell phone reactivated on a new plan. which means my new number is for anyone who cares to call, considering my new plan is fido's unlimitted incoming calls, feel free to call me... (mutters something about ( Read more... )

have you ever been ( Read more... )

*blinks* strange...

if you need to talk, just call me. I can do ... stuff.... if you want. tarrot readings or nothing, and just talk, whatever.

I'm so ready to cry ( Read more... )