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have you ever been..
happy?
scared of yourself?
moving on?
I have, sometimes all at once, it's good i guess, I get a lot of inspiration from it.
Living with Renee is FUCKING AWESOME!!! I love it soooooo much!!! there's something about eating 3 square meals a day and getting a decent nights sleep once or twice a week that really does something for your spirits.
and she's sooo accepting!!! At last, she's accepted everything about me, and the truth of it, not the bull shit people tell themselves about me to make them feel better. I am not a satanist, I'm glad she sees that clearly now. At last i'm in a home i can call a home. I can have whomever I please over as visitors, and I can worship my trees in peace!!!! even with her support! it's cool. Plus i don't feel totally intrusive of her space practicing when she's home, she actually LIKES my playing.
Anyways, Enough bragging, suffice it to say, we're getting along.
I only hope i don't lose my way these days. not loosing my focus... is very important.
well, I'm off, getting more blood work done, that i was supposed to have done like, 2 weeks ago >.<
I tried I swear!
heh heh
well, bye
happy?
scared of yourself?
moving on?
I have, sometimes all at once, it's good i guess, I get a lot of inspiration from it.
Living with Renee is FUCKING AWESOME!!! I love it soooooo much!!! there's something about eating 3 square meals a day and getting a decent nights sleep once or twice a week that really does something for your spirits.
and she's sooo accepting!!! At last, she's accepted everything about me, and the truth of it, not the bull shit people tell themselves about me to make them feel better. I am not a satanist, I'm glad she sees that clearly now. At last i'm in a home i can call a home. I can have whomever I please over as visitors, and I can worship my trees in peace!!!! even with her support! it's cool. Plus i don't feel totally intrusive of her space practicing when she's home, she actually LIKES my playing.
Anyways, Enough bragging, suffice it to say, we're getting along.
I only hope i don't lose my way these days. not loosing my focus... is very important.
well, I'm off, getting more blood work done, that i was supposed to have done like, 2 weeks ago >.<
I tried I swear!
heh heh
well, bye