Under all of my personas I'm just a lie. I'm not as hard as only I think myself up to be. Being on my own for it seems like so long its the only thing I can remember has fucked with my head. I build myself to believe things that I truly believe because I have forced myself to think that way for so long. There is really only one thing I want even ( Read more... )

Well Well live journal its you and me ( Read more... )

Johnny Berts last night.
Tampa today.
Less than Jake if we can get tickets at the door. :]
Leaving in like in hour, be back late tonight.

Our goal was to go to some show this spring break and it fell into our laps.

spring break has pretty much been a bust so far.
Beach tommorow i think.
No work.

yup.

boring.

Casey is an emo tree hugger over acheaving pink haird freak.

No school. 4 day weekend.
lax all weekend too.
Beach tomarrow.
Game day after.

Casey spreads her legs.
Run baby run.

man oh man these girls.

So i had my surgery on Tuesday. I've felt so shitty all week. It hurt. And I didn't relieze I would have all those after affects from the anethetics. But today I am really starting to feal alot better. I actually ate something today and I haven't taken any pain pills today :]

My arm still looks gross though.

Hopefully I'll get out of the house

I have to go get blood work done in a minnute and I have an appointment with the surgeon on monday. I think hes just looking and talking on monday. But I'm scared. I don't really know what happening. Not that much was explained to me.

I write in this stupid thing because every personal journal I have ever had has never been private and causes very hurtful things. Even though this post is open for any one to see it is more private than any personal journal I have ever had ( Read more... )

Seriously that is soo fucked up. A good friend should never think that way ( Read more... )

Break ( Read more... )