Recently you have been on my mind. While I am not really sure why, I do wish I could we could talk. It seems there are things that we never really got the chance to say to each other. I want you to know that I always wanted you to be happy. I don't know if you ever really believed that, but it is the truth. The whole time we dated I wanted to ( Read more... )

So, I have decided that I need to start writing more again. It has been a while since I have really written anything with any consistency and I think it might be good for me to get back in the habit ( Read more... )

My heart is aching for something that my lips dare not ask for and my head knows better than to hope for. Common sense would laugh at my unreasonable heart and to anyone else even just a whisper of the thought would seem most appalling. But deep down in my inner most being I really want this ( Read more... )

The baby has been very active today. Even the doctor was having trouble finding all the baby's parts because of all the wiggling around. If you watch carefully around minute 4 you can see a little waving hand, and at the end there is a clear yawn. Can't wait to meet the little one. Leave a comment  1 

I haven't written a journal entry in the longest time. Guess I should update. Maybe tomorrow I won't be so tired.

Did you ever feel just completely sad? Just totally and completely sad. I have.

Life is funny sometimes. Nothing really new to report. Maybe tomorrow something new will happen. Just wanted to check in just in case there is somebody out there.

Today I have been thinking a lot about the past. It is hard to turn anywhere today without being reminded of what happened on this day 5 years ago. 5 years ago I was a junior at Stetson working hard to get my degree. I heard the news about the twin towers on my radio alarm clock and didn't think it was real until I heard it again an hour later ( Read more... )

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Well, I just come home from interview number two for this bank teller position. I think it went pretty well, but it is always hard to know for sure. If this works out it will be my third job in as many years. But I am really hopeful that this really will be the right thing for me and my new marriage. Thank you all so much for your prayers. I am ( Read more... )