so yeah, the whole me talking all great about eric, well it definately backfired on me!! me and him have been hanging out a lot these past few weeks, and at night we have been hanging some heart to heart talks. well yesterday i hung out with him before his soccer game and he told me he wanted a relationship with me, and boy was that a bunch of shit ( Read more... )

so much has happened since the last time i updated!! me and my mom went to the moveis before her and my dad left for florida. we saw the devil wears prada, and boy oh boy was it ever a good movie! i really enjoyed it a lot, plus i love going to see movies with my mom, it just makes them that much more fun. me and jeff also went to the movies and ( Read more... )

things are changing -- - -- - big time! you know, its really something weird when your so called "best friend" ditches you. Amanda....she's been my best friend for a long time now and she supposedly calls me hers as well. but as of last night, im not really sure i can believe any of that. im not mad, but i am dissapointed and pretty bummed out ( Read more... )

things have been going great since the last time i updated. i mean sure i have at least one bummy day a week, where i dont feel like doing anything and i just need the time to reflect on my life, that just seems to be passing my by. but other then that...me and eric have been hanging out like old times. its soo funny!! we like to beat the crap out ( Read more... )

this week was a pretty good week for me! I got to go and visit Isaac which was a blast! I also went to the beach with Alicia and Jeff and we got so burnt! but it was still fun! and then i got to see Ronson too!! We didn't do much but i was still glad i got to see him. I really love hanging out with all my camp friends. They are the ones who really ( Read more... )

all i have to say is that camp was smazing. this past week i was at albion college for a student council camp! The people i met there i will never forget and the lessons i learned will surely last me a lifetime. I met this one special guy there, and even though we didn't get really close, the things i am learning about him even now as i am at home ( Read more... )

this past week has been nuts! I've been going to soccer and it has just tired me out! but uh---brandon and i finally got to go to the zoo, and it was a ton of fun! We got to see the polar bears!! :] Me and my mom went to see the new pirate movie, and it was good, but there was this creepy guy and he was like jacking off to me, and then i ended up ( Read more... )

Wow!! it's been forever since i have written in this! But I figure i could start it up again! My life has completely changed! Nick broke up with me and i was heart broken for a long time! I still am, but i will get over it! It just takes time! School has ended and i'm all pumped up for my senior year! My last year!!! Then I will be off to come ( Read more... )

haven't updated in a long long time...but me and nick got back together, and i guess that is going well... things still feel a little weird to me, but im hoping that will go away. Soccer tryouts are over and i made varsity. im so happy about it too!! I'm excited and scared at the same time. our first scrimage is at centerline on tuesday. uh.. other ( Read more... )

i hate myself for loving you...why do i invest all my time into these things and then i set myself up for failure...i hate myself! well, at least i'll get skinny again. i guess that could be the positive for me...lets just hope i dont die in the mean time