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things are changing -- - -- - big time! you know, its really something weird when your so called "best friend" ditches you. Amanda....she's been my best friend for a long time now and she supposedly calls me hers as well. but as of last night, im not really sure i can believe any of that. im not mad, but i am dissapointed and pretty bummed out that my own best friend ditched me. Am I really that bad of a person that people dont want to hang out with me? I dont know..but it really does bother me. she asks me what im doing last night, and i told her i was going to get ice cream. she says she wants to come so i go and get her. then someone else calls and she invites them over. all three of us go to baskin robbins, and neither of them get stuff, only i do. then she drops me back off at her house and keeps going with her other friend...ya know. I dont know if its just me, but something really seems wrong there! ::sigh:: so i guess im just bummed out right now, and i cant believe she would do something like that to me. i.. .. .. what ever happened to "thats what friends are for" I dont know!! beats me...that's shot to hell now!

i guess i will just have to stick with my true friends. the friends who i honestly bearly know, but i love them with all of my heart. right now im wishing i could just go back to camp to be around the people that know me the best!!!

bummed out and dissapointed