Lunar eclipse of Jan 21 2019 ( Read more... )

I'm not exacty sure why I chose Denver. Perhaps it's the narrow gauge train? Or the fresh air or the mountains. Probably all of the above. And me just wanting a change. San Diego is lovely, but I'm growing stale of this place. I want to be made more uncomfortable. So I figured moving to a new city will do it ( Read more... )

I'm 31 and trying this dating thing once again. I date men that are my age and I end up being the sugar momma. I date older men...well just one in particular and it's difficult because he's super chill but I am fucked up. I can't trust anyone and I just feel so flawed. I am convinced that happiness will just come from myself and there is no match ( Read more... )

So the thing about Adam...we met on 12/22/16. It lasted until 5/26/17. That's about what...5 months? A relatively short time in my lifespan hopefully. He wasn't a bad guy. He was a good guy...just not for me. The biggest red flags were that my brother didn't like him and neither did Trish, my current roommate. She has known me for 6 years. Jr has ( Read more... )

His profile was funny; he had a full beard and twisty moustache and then drew a monocle and tuxedo in for giggles. We had similar interests of being environmentally friendly, admiring science themed podcasts, and Tesla > Edison. So far so good. He doesn't drink alcohol or caffeine; which is fine. To be fair, he really was a nice person. I think I ( Read more... )

There is some humor in this. Last time I posted on this thing, I was over a break up and trying to find myself or something by traveling. Not much has changed actually. I was re-reading my last post and my last relationship of 9 months was actually a "best-friend" kind of relationship. Only...he had no idea what he was doing in bed. Poor thing. ( Read more... )

The last 6 days have been pretty awesome. I was able to spend time with my mom and my brother in Arizona. Lots of hiking, lots of red dirt lodged in unimaginable places including the crevices between my hair follicles, and lots of beautiful scenery. With this sudden pause from work and school life, I have discovered what stage I am in life. Well ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I've made a view-able post on this thing. Quite frankly, I'm exhausted. I made myself three quesadillas and inhaled them fast enough to satiate my hunger from turning into a hangry moment or a bear waking up from hibernation. I wish I could hibernate. I would hibernate so hard, I would have a mold of my body in my mattress ( Read more... )

Oh it feels good to lounge around in my place, queen of my castle, with the emperor's new clothes. Listening to good music loudly, dancing while cooking, drinking while dancing. It's just so liberating when I have this place to myself. I feel better now. More cartoons ( Read more... )

Well the title was a bit dramatic. I mean, really. Calling my current situation a constraining element and wanting an actual escape is a bit exaggerated. I have a beautiful condo in the heart of San Diego with fancy furnishings thanks to my mother and a wonderful place to call home. But that's it. I call it home. But it doesn't feel like home. In ( Read more... )