the image of giant turkey legs in cartoons was always fascinating to me. I don't like turkey really, just the image, there are more examples, some from the Flintstones. To just chew on chunks of meat so large that a food coma, and wake to the food baby later....... seems such a satisfying thought. I wish chickens were bigger. I wish life had more ( Read more... )

so gay. its all so very gay.

without some odd goal or hope i become useless.

i could not justify my existence if i was asked to. but then again, no one is asking.

note. i must stop entering ( Read more... )

watching it burn would imply action, and either that action was to protect something or someone. destroy something or someone. The end of a well thought out plan or primitive last desperate act to bring resolve to a long drawn out mistake. i can neither plan, nor act impulsively any more. the matches are breaking in my little box. i can start ( Read more... )

my organs. truly really hurt. i could barely get off the recliner just to go to bed. swine flu? who knows. i dont think i ate anything too toxic lately. goodbye cruel world. just let me sleep alright?

so, I honestly don't know much of anything about this life situation. Don't much want to. Would like to find a center. It has been a while, I have forgotten many things. Don't leave me here when i just got to the edge of the path again. things seem inevitable, but it is not yet time.

i need to know a few things. i ask questions without really intending to get answers. communication is pointing me in a bad direction. so make. create. objects. make objects. deny the rest for now. get business handled. done with. the....... things i mean never make it. frogger had better chances in the hand of a cross eyed 5 year old with ( Read more... )

the most adverse effect this life has had on me is nullification. organizing my mind at this point seems absurd. trying to sort the ends out, put things where they belong. i am starting to be able to remember. slowly. the situation wont change, so........ why fight. i fight no more. winning is not an option. the most there can be is a monument to a ( Read more... )