wow i should update more, not like i'm that exciting though lol. so something amazing happened, confusing, but amazing. an old bf, mark, who i haven't seen in months because he was mad at me because i basically broke his heart(read in the comments of my last post for that story) is back in my life. we were together for over a year. we broke up ( Read more... )

haven't posted in a bit...summer has just been totally boring here. my mom wants me to keep taking voice lessons, but i don't really want to. if my name isn't known by age 18 then what is the point? my voice isn't going to make me any money. work blows; i work at a daycare. this little boy, joey, puked on me last week. he wasn't feeling well ( Read more... )

my day with chris was fun. he took me out for breakfast where i got strawberry waffles, mmm. then we went to the movies for a matinee show, and afterwards, walked around lake scranton. he makes me laugh so much. but i'm still thinking about john. it's not that i miss talking to him or seeing him, i just wish i could know that he thinks about ( Read more... )

so today after some investigation on my friends part, i discovered john's gf is cheatin on him with a guy she met a year or so ago, and she cyber sexes with guys she's never met. this makes me happy as i now know his gf is a pile of shit just like him. i hope he has a rotten life, bon voyage john, enjoy the deceit!! in better news, i'm hanging ( Read more... )

now john won't even speak to me anymore. i sent him some emails, we were actually still talking a week ago. this is such utter bullshit. he's a hypocritical bastard. he won't even respond to my emails. he chooses to ignore me, pretend i didn't happen. i'd be happier if he at the very least told me to get out of his life. i cannot post any ( Read more... )

i'm new, and i have a story to tell...it's about a boy and a girl and a broken heart. i hate him, but still i hope.