JESUS!!! its official... i am in love with being in love and i hate being alone... also i want something so so so incredibly bad... and then as soon as i get it ... i dont want it anymore... domn! wats wrong w/ me!!! and honestly i dont do it on purpose its just something that happens w me i think i have a problem with wanting wat i think i cant ( Read more... )

OM g hypen d -becca hunting lol-- saturday was so wat i needed to take my mind off of the drama from friday... miranda is the best... she knoes exactly what to do to make me feel AWESOME! i love her to DEATH and after death... FOREVER any way joey and me n miranda went to cicis yesterday (joey 2nd day in a row) lol and we had fun even though ( Read more... )

omg ... i am such a little girl but i can let him go no matter what... yea i was mad at him but i could never ever HATE him but it hurts me so much to know that he thinks that she and him were meant to be.,... cuz i thenk that WE are meant to be... and its such a hard subject for me cuz it hurts and i know hes not the cutest... but hes not the ( Read more... )

Omg... you now how afterall the drama seems like its all cleared up and life is finally at rest again.... and it all seems too good to be true... yeah welll it is.... i really thought that i finnally had everting about my life figured out again.... and u proved me wrong... AGAIN...YOU show up and make EVERYTHING complicated for me again.... dammit ( Read more... )

God dammit im pissed of... but wat else is new... the only times i ever wright in my journals are whe n im really mad or really really happy... yeah... so today is one of the mad days...grr i dont even wanna talk about it ttyl bye

man An old turned ninety-eight ( Read more... )

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG OH MY GOD!!! I HAVE THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON SUMONE!!! i cant say who yet... but trust me... its there...but the thing is.... we both liked each other last year kinda i think... but we never went out... but he doesnt go to our school anymore... but i saw hiom this weekend... and we had SOOO much fun.. at least i did...lol...anyways... ( Read more... )

Omg whats wrong with me i keep forgetting to write... ok so the last time i wrote was... a long time ago... anyway im sorry its been a while but its been really hectic lately... even more so than usual... anyways all this shit has been goin on with the danya dlaini and bobby walker crsis... geez erryone GET OVER IT!! i luv danya.... sooooo much ( Read more... )

Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." -Dr. Seuss ( Read more... )

I'm so frickin sick of being so damn ugly and so fat and so unapealing to guys... im so sick of ALMOST EVERY GUY I MEET liking to have thier fun with me... and then not following though... it sounds like im whining... but im really not. Its not fair that all of my friends are so pretty...its not fair that noone that i like EVER likes me...god... i ( Read more... )