Uh huh... BORRED
Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind." -Dr. Seuss
why am i cursed?
i'm dead.
i don't want to go to class.
i'm tired of school.
what's new.
failed my integrated science test. might have to drop that class.
we'll see how well i did on Spanish today.
hopefully an A or B???
i would LOVE an A but uh... that's high hopes..
high hopes which don't come too often with me, i've given up on.
much needed weekend.
Too tired too much going on
unfortuantely its monday
I NEED HOMECOMING
THIS SATURDAY
i'm cold. keep sneezing.
i don't want to be eh forget it.
i'll just cross my fingers.
i'm not one with luck.
this isn't what i wanted to happen.
i'm not ok with this at all.
i feel completely helpless.
i haven't felt this stressed out in quite some time.
i don't know how much more of it i can handle.
i flipped out earlier when it wasn't called for.
i keep getting frantic.
why can't i just calm down?
why do i let so much get to me?
why do i feel like i'm being wreckless and irresponsible?
i'm a fucking idiot.
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I tell myself so many times that my life would be so much easier without you. I tell myself so many times that my life wouldn't hurt so much without you. I tell myself so many times that letting go is so much better. And I even tell myself so many times that my love for you is so much bigger than your love for me...
But I know my life is so far to beautiful with you by my side to give you up. ever.
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Trapped in this world
With reality so far away
There is no way out
My imagination wants me to stay
To flutter and float
On the soft air
In a world
No one can touch
A world that is mine
Mine alone
The grass
Always changing
Sometimes covered with snow
Sometimes pink with wild roses
And sometimes burned to black ashes
The sky
The Brightest Blue,
When I smile
The Darkest Black,
When I cry
The sun following my shadow
The moon never abandoning me
And I wonder
Will it ever be enough?
To stay there forever
Lying in the fields
Of my imagination
With the image of you
Keeping the pink roses
From being burned
Awake in a Dream…
I never thought that one day
You'd become a part of my life
Still you were always with me
When I lay my head down at night
Could you really be here with me?
And have my wish come true tonight?
Cause now
Now it seems
I’m right awake in this dream
And I'd do, I'd do anything
To stay here forever
To be with you tonight
And if this is a dream
I'm not going to wake up
But if I'm awake
I won't close my eyes again
Though I feel like I’m flying
I'm sure my feet are still on the ground
I open my eyes and it’s amazing
How my world has changed when I look around
It's like I've found the road straight to heaven
And the road has lead me right here to you(in my dreams)
Everything I'll ever need
Is Standing right in front of me Is an ocean away from me
You've given me more then I'd ever asked from you
Now all I can do
Is give forever to you
Cause now
Now it seems
I’m right awake in this dream
And I'd do, do anything
To stay here forever
To be with you tonight
And if this is a dream
I'm not going to wake up
But if I'm awake
I won't close my eyes again…
why am i cursed?
i'm dead.
i don't want to go to class.
i'm tired of school.
what's new.
failed my integrated science test. might have to drop that class.
we'll see how well i did on Spanish today.
hopefully an A or B???
i would LOVE an A but uh... that's high hopes..
high hopes which don't come too often with me, i've given up on.
much needed weekend.
Too tired too much going on
unfortuantely its monday
I NEED HOMECOMING
THIS SATURDAY
i'm cold. keep sneezing.
i don't want to be eh forget it.
i'll just cross my fingers.
i'm not one with luck.
this isn't what i wanted to happen.
i'm not ok with this at all.
i feel completely helpless.
i haven't felt this stressed out in quite some time.
i don't know how much more of it i can handle.
i flipped out earlier when it wasn't called for.
i keep getting frantic.
why can't i just calm down?
why do i let so much get to me?
why do i feel like i'm being wreckless and irresponsible?
i'm a fucking idiot.
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I tell myself so many times that my life would be so much easier without you. I tell myself so many times that my life wouldn't hurt so much without you. I tell myself so many times that letting go is so much better. And I even tell myself so many times that my love for you is so much bigger than your love for me...
But I know my life is so far to beautiful with you by my side to give you up. ever.
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Trapped in this world
With reality so far away
There is no way out
My imagination wants me to stay
To flutter and float
On the soft air
In a world
No one can touch
A world that is mine
Mine alone
The grass
Always changing
Sometimes covered with snow
Sometimes pink with wild roses
And sometimes burned to black ashes
The sky
The Brightest Blue,
When I smile
The Darkest Black,
When I cry
The sun following my shadow
The moon never abandoning me
And I wonder
Will it ever be enough?
To stay there forever
Lying in the fields
Of my imagination
With the image of you
Keeping the pink roses
From being burned
Awake in a Dream…
I never thought that one day
You'd become a part of my life
Still you were always with me
When I lay my head down at night
Could you really be here with me?
And have my wish come true tonight?
Cause now
Now it seems
I’m right awake in this dream
And I'd do, I'd do anything
To stay here forever
To be with you tonight
And if this is a dream
I'm not going to wake up
But if I'm awake
I won't close my eyes again
Though I feel like I’m flying
I'm sure my feet are still on the ground
I open my eyes and it’s amazing
How my world has changed when I look around
It's like I've found the road straight to heaven
And the road has lead me right here to you(in my dreams)
Everything I'll ever need
Is Standing right in front of me Is an ocean away from me
You've given me more then I'd ever asked from you
Now all I can do
Is give forever to you
Cause now
Now it seems
I’m right awake in this dream
And I'd do, do anything
To stay here forever
To be with you tonight
And if this is a dream
I'm not going to wake up
But if I'm awake
I won't close my eyes again…