Chapter 6: Love Hurts
Title: Chapter 6: Love Hurts
[Chapter 1: Maybe, just maybe.. Chapter 2: Jealousy Chapter 3: Contented Chapter 4: Shopping Chapter 5: First Kiss]
Pairing: YamaChii, YumaChii
Genre: angst, fluff
Rating: PG
Word count: 852 words
Summary: Yuma left.. Yuri's really excited. Yamada's full of pain.
As expected, Yuri was excited that night. Too excited in Yamada's opinion.
When Yuma had left around 7, Yuri had been keeping him back as they both stood at the door.
Somehow Yamada watched all these at the side.
Well, he couldn't be hurt more than he already had. That was what he thought. So he stayed throughout after Yuma finish kissing Yuri and just watched the couple.
When Yuri finally relented and let Yuma go, after a few complaints from the other JUMP members who passed by and saw them, he got Yuma to kiss him once more on the lips.
Yamada watched as the couple had their lovey dovey goodbye and stared as Yuri watched Yuma leave.
He glared at Yuma, wishing he could punch him in the face.
Finally unable to take it anymore, he trudged up the stairs and plopped himself on the bed, covering his eyes with his arms.
He could still see the scene clearly in his mind, as if it's burned into them. He wanted to forget it badly, to make it seem like this day never happened. He wished it was a dream, a dream he could wake up from but everything seemed too real.
The pain especially. How could you feel such pain in a dream?
Sighing, he rolled to his side and tears started to fell.
He had been holding them in for the whole day. Not wanting the others to see him in this state.
He heard footsteps up the stairs and quickly wiped his tears away, rushing into the toilet to wash his face.
The door opened and Yuri bounced inside.
Yamada was nowhere to be seen, probably in the toilet.
Humming a soft tune to himself, he rummaged through his closet for clothes to change into after his bath.
He could still feel the kiss, the softness of Yuma's lips on his and Yuri grinned to himself.
He was exploding with happiness, grinning like an idiot for the whole day.
This could be the best day of his life ever.
Yamada came out of the toilet with his face cleaned, he had checked his expression in the mirror and his eyes look a bit too red but he couldn't do anything about it.
He found Yuri outside, going through his closet.
He didn't miss the grin on Yuri's face. He was practically radiating off happiness. Sparkling as he smile.
A totally different aura than Yamada's.
Yamada head over to his bed and sat down on it as he watched Yuri.
When he was done, he turned around and beamed at Yamada.
"Yama-chan~ You know what?"
Yamada didn't reply and Yuri just continued, not taking notice of the silence.
"Yuma-kun kissed me! He kissed me! Omg, I thought I could die. My heart was thumping so fast! So loudly that I thought he could hear me! I guess this is what first kiss are like huh."
Yuri fan himself as he felt the heat rush up to his face again. He placed his hands on his cheeks and felt it.
He went over and sat down on his bed, facing Yamada.
"It's really awesome, Yama-chan! I'm soooo happy!"
Yamada kept quiet throughout Yuri's rambling. Every word pierced through his heart as if the wound wasn't big enough in the afternoon. Yuri sprinkled more salt over it causing it to hurt more than ever.
He grimaced at the pain and clutch at his chest once more.
He didn't notice his actions and expression, it was like an unconscious reaction to the pain but Yuri did.
He finally did.
Yamada had been really quiet and that was weird, usually he would at least mumble a reply or give him a nod to show that he's listening.
He stopped his ramblings and looked at Yamada.
"Yama-chan? Doushita?"
Yamada shook his head and gave Yuri a small smile.
Yuri went over to him and sat beside his bed, touching his forehead with his hands.
"Hmm.. no fever. You look like you're in pain. Doko itai?"
"I'm.. just.. not feeling really well, Chii."
Yuri nodded.
"Ja, you better sleep early."
Yamada nodded and lay down on his bed, Yuri helped pull up the blanket and cover Yamada with it.
He pat Yamada's head gently and smiled at him.
"Oyasumi Yama-chan, rest well ne~"
He went away when Yamada closed his eyes, entering the toilet to bathe.
Chii, how can you be so cruel...
Tears fell again when Yamada felt it was safe to let them fall.
He wanted to stop loving Yuri. He told himself he had to. To stop hurting himself, to stop the pain but what Yuri just did...
His gentleness. His concern. How he tuck him in. His soft "Oyasumi".
Yamada was drowning in it. He couldn't stop. He really love Yuri.
The pain was true and harsh but the love was still there, it won't go away.
Yamada cried softly into his pillow.
Why is love so difficult.? Why is it always full of pain?
Yamada cried himself to sleep that night, facing away from Yuri so that he won't notice.
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A/N: Ouch. Yuri you idiot. > < Haha. Poor Yama-chan really.
I hope you like this chapter~~ Because I really do! <3 Haha. I am not a sadist, Gaii-chan is but.. I think this chapter is good~ ^^
Sankyuu for reading~
[Chapter 1: Maybe, just maybe.. Chapter 2: Jealousy Chapter 3: Contented Chapter 4: Shopping Chapter 5: First Kiss]
Pairing: YamaChii, YumaChii
Genre: angst, fluff
Rating: PG
Word count: 852 words
Summary: Yuma left.. Yuri's really excited. Yamada's full of pain.
As expected, Yuri was excited that night. Too excited in Yamada's opinion.
When Yuma had left around 7, Yuri had been keeping him back as they both stood at the door.
Somehow Yamada watched all these at the side.
Well, he couldn't be hurt more than he already had. That was what he thought. So he stayed throughout after Yuma finish kissing Yuri and just watched the couple.
When Yuri finally relented and let Yuma go, after a few complaints from the other JUMP members who passed by and saw them, he got Yuma to kiss him once more on the lips.
Yamada watched as the couple had their lovey dovey goodbye and stared as Yuri watched Yuma leave.
He glared at Yuma, wishing he could punch him in the face.
Finally unable to take it anymore, he trudged up the stairs and plopped himself on the bed, covering his eyes with his arms.
He could still see the scene clearly in his mind, as if it's burned into them. He wanted to forget it badly, to make it seem like this day never happened. He wished it was a dream, a dream he could wake up from but everything seemed too real.
The pain especially. How could you feel such pain in a dream?
Sighing, he rolled to his side and tears started to fell.
He had been holding them in for the whole day. Not wanting the others to see him in this state.
He heard footsteps up the stairs and quickly wiped his tears away, rushing into the toilet to wash his face.
The door opened and Yuri bounced inside.
Yamada was nowhere to be seen, probably in the toilet.
Humming a soft tune to himself, he rummaged through his closet for clothes to change into after his bath.
He could still feel the kiss, the softness of Yuma's lips on his and Yuri grinned to himself.
He was exploding with happiness, grinning like an idiot for the whole day.
This could be the best day of his life ever.
Yamada came out of the toilet with his face cleaned, he had checked his expression in the mirror and his eyes look a bit too red but he couldn't do anything about it.
He found Yuri outside, going through his closet.
He didn't miss the grin on Yuri's face. He was practically radiating off happiness. Sparkling as he smile.
A totally different aura than Yamada's.
Yamada head over to his bed and sat down on it as he watched Yuri.
When he was done, he turned around and beamed at Yamada.
"Yama-chan~ You know what?"
Yamada didn't reply and Yuri just continued, not taking notice of the silence.
"Yuma-kun kissed me! He kissed me! Omg, I thought I could die. My heart was thumping so fast! So loudly that I thought he could hear me! I guess this is what first kiss are like huh."
Yuri fan himself as he felt the heat rush up to his face again. He placed his hands on his cheeks and felt it.
He went over and sat down on his bed, facing Yamada.
"It's really awesome, Yama-chan! I'm soooo happy!"
Yamada kept quiet throughout Yuri's rambling. Every word pierced through his heart as if the wound wasn't big enough in the afternoon. Yuri sprinkled more salt over it causing it to hurt more than ever.
He grimaced at the pain and clutch at his chest once more.
He didn't notice his actions and expression, it was like an unconscious reaction to the pain but Yuri did.
He finally did.
Yamada had been really quiet and that was weird, usually he would at least mumble a reply or give him a nod to show that he's listening.
He stopped his ramblings and looked at Yamada.
"Yama-chan? Doushita?"
Yamada shook his head and gave Yuri a small smile.
Yuri went over to him and sat beside his bed, touching his forehead with his hands.
"Hmm.. no fever. You look like you're in pain. Doko itai?"
"I'm.. just.. not feeling really well, Chii."
Yuri nodded.
"Ja, you better sleep early."
Yamada nodded and lay down on his bed, Yuri helped pull up the blanket and cover Yamada with it.
He pat Yamada's head gently and smiled at him.
"Oyasumi Yama-chan, rest well ne~"
He went away when Yamada closed his eyes, entering the toilet to bathe.
Chii, how can you be so cruel...
Tears fell again when Yamada felt it was safe to let them fall.
He wanted to stop loving Yuri. He told himself he had to. To stop hurting himself, to stop the pain but what Yuri just did...
His gentleness. His concern. How he tuck him in. His soft "Oyasumi".
Yamada was drowning in it. He couldn't stop. He really love Yuri.
The pain was true and harsh but the love was still there, it won't go away.
Yamada cried softly into his pillow.
Why is love so difficult.? Why is it always full of pain?
Yamada cried himself to sleep that night, facing away from Yuri so that he won't notice.
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A/N: Ouch. Yuri you idiot. > < Haha. Poor Yama-chan really.
I hope you like this chapter~~ Because I really do! <3 Haha. I am not a sadist, Gaii-chan is but.. I think this chapter is good~ ^^
Sankyuu for reading~