I just realized something though..half drunk..I guess it's pretty obvious is not a man.
Part of being a man is knowing that you can hurt anyone at anytime...it's whether you choose to do so or not..shit this is incoherent. I'll know what I meant later.
I've been kicked off of my xanga, so I'm back here. From the looks of it, everyone else has pretty much abandoned this...so this will truly be private.
I feel like a failure and I feel very alone. I don't trust anyone to care enough to give a shit about me. I don't trust her to most of all.