i hate the fact that every single feeling for him that i possess is bad, there is no good left in what i think of him. yet seeing him with her still makes my skin crawl. jealousy kicks in, and my mind starts spinning as to whether i wasn't pretty enough, or funny enough, or smart enough.
what a FULFILLING night!

I never write in here. But I feel like I need to write this here for people to read, because I need to know I'm not the only one worrying about this ( Read more... )

The cops have my information.

I
am
so
scared.

1.What time is it now? 2:48 ( Read more... )

Best summer ever is coming to a close.
This blows.
I cannot stand it.
I can't stand the thought of waking up for school tomorrow.
If I don't find my friends in the morning, I don't know what I'll do.
JUNIOR YEAR BETTER BE GOOD.
That's all I have to say.

So I'm dead ( Read more... )

He makes me not want to sleep or eat or do anything. At least not until he calls me to tell me goodnight.

Um, yeah ( Read more... )

I think my hopes are too high for junior year. I keep thinking everything will fall into place during the course of the year, when in reality all it will be is SATS and work and stressing out over colleges and fighting with everyone and having no free time ( Read more... )

And it was only a week ago that I was screaming and sobbing in my room, breaking everything in sight, then finally collapsing onto the ground because I just couldn't take it anymore. And it was only a month ago that I sat in the car in the Rita's parking lot while my family and neighbors got italian ice because I was afraid that if I attempted to ( Read more... )