How do you know how long they need to suffer in order to truly realize how wrong they were...and by they, i mean men. Supposedly he's really sorry and he didn't realize what he had and now he appreciates all the little things I used to do for him. I don't know...I'm so confused. I love him, yes, but that doesn't mean that I'm gonna allow myself ( Read more... )

I win. Saturday night he was begging to come back already. And I guess I was wrong about that girl...I guess I kinda knew I was, but it gave me more reason to hate him at the time and thats what I wanted ( Read more... )

Don't you realize you're the rebound girl you fat slut ( Read more... )

Mom's are just way too smart for their own good ( Read more... )

NO DOUBT LYRICS ( Read more... )

Well, the shithead is already hanging out with this friend of his who he assured me he could bang any time he wanted cuz "he was a nice guy." Bullshit! Let her spend some real time with him and she'll see that's he's just a controlling, self-centered, verbally abusive piece of shit. But fine, if he wants to be with that ho-bag with her fat rolls ( Read more... )

Burger nite was awesome! Lindsey is the best cuz she bought me food and drinks and stuff : )

It's scary to hear how happy people are that me and el are broken up. I've gotten more congratulations than I can count and it's not even all guys like some of you might be thinking. Maybe I really am better off.

Oh well, feeling full and buzzed : )

I never realized how deafening silence could be. I did this to myself. I cut myself off from the world for a guy...I'm so ashamed. I was raised to not take crap from anyone and here I was doing just that for 3.5 years. How did I let a man reduce me to this? When did I become such a loser? I used to have a lot of fun, hang out with friends, ( Read more... )

The more I think about things, the more I realize that I'm better off. I think a little partying with my best friend will ease the pain...unless her and tony try to introduce me to that cop already...I'm not ready to date yet. I may not be ready for quite a while ( Read more... )

This journal thing is actually helpful. I've never been good at getting things out verbally, but written I'm a lot better at it. I feel slightly better after talking to my mom and my best friend because I could get out my thoughts after having written them down. I deserve better, and I know this (at least my brain does, now time to convince my ( Read more... )