Mistakes made, mistakes undone. I wish it could work that way, but everything follows a certain law of nature.Today was a not-so-good day. Frankly this year's birthday didn't even feel like one. I'm sad, griping over the lack of celebration spirit in me ( Read more... )

To feel lonely is a frightening feeling. Here I am, on Christmas Eve, at home, on the computer, doing absolutely nothing productive. Last year, it was an absolutely fun Christmas Eve cause I got to spend it with all my friends, whom I dearly miss now. Even though it wasn't exactly a bright, with sudden downpours every hour or so, I still felt like ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've updated. Much has happened and with all the crap I've been facing with PW, I must say, it has been grating on my nerves. And it doesn't help much when I want to let off steam but I just can't find the proper medium to let go! I can't let it off physically, nor I can I do it verbally. I guess writing helps a little.
I ( Read more... )

I feel so stupid! I bought Dewberry which was to be left in school and eaten during class. BUT I conveniently forgot that I'm starting to fast from tomorrow onwards!
Sighs! But nevermind, the giant shall have it all! : D

"143", always. Kenya!
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Testing waters, tearing edges.
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( (H)armonious. (K)ill. )

I'm living life through the motions.
I'm confused.
Everything's a blur now.
I seek solace in studying.
Probably because CTs are damn important!
I'm tired.
Of school. Of pointless accusations. Of worthless crushes that will never be reciprocated. Of everything.
I'm not suppose to swear. I'm trying to be a better person.
I'm trying to stop ( Read more... )

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Oh, how I've missed the air back here in Singapore. Quite the irony though cause usually I'd say it's too stuffy for my liking. But once again, I've succeeded in contradicting myself!
I don't quite like Batam for anything else other than the food and the darn cheap prices! I hate the air there cause every single place I've went, there would ( Read more... )

It's happening all over again and I fear for myself. Of what I'm capable of doing in these undesirable times. Of how much I'm able to cope. I'm just hoping my closest friends will help me pull through these dark periods and that god will stay in my heart, protecting me. Crap.
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