if there's any form of god out there... please stop me from saying the worst of my thoughts.

now he rides the bus everyday with his little lovergirl who kepts his mind off me during the hard times and he doesn't understand why this upsets me.i will trust what he says. i will trust that him seeing her on the bus every day has no bearing on our ( Read more... )

so tomorrow we're having some employee appreciation day at work. apparently it's just going to be like a big fun-fest all day long, and each department is coming up wtih a game to play when you walk through that department, and danette and i have chosen fact or crapi had a whole paragraph written about someting, but i decided to delete it. suffice ( Read more... )

( comparison time )

hi people. ask me four questions, no matter how private, and i'll answer them.

right now i am really loving sweetsexysadie and moosebp. they are both new friends, and the reasons why i hold them so dear so soon are similar. i'm not exactly sure how to verbalize it. it would seem that both of them took to liking me a lot almost instantly, but it's not just that. to be honest, most people who meet me tend to like me. it is more why they like me.. ( Read more... )

http://www.digitalsucks.com/ds_05.php?date=2004-03-04&arc=200403

BEAUTIFUL!!!

random myspace message from "haysoos":

Subject: hey you lil fuck a fornicopea

you are the shit of the soil, scum of the earth and the reason why most of us avoid you. kill yourself already...because you have no life except for how i shop, how im fat and jeremy.

my reply:

i certainly have a ton of friends to be someone who everyone avoids, ( Read more... )

i am totally going to pimp myself out for this .. hahahaha.

or more likely rush and buy it as soon as i move in with jer and have less bills to pay :D!! HOW CAN FOSSIL READ MY MIND AND MAKE SUCH TIALICIOUS WATCHES ALL THE TIME?!?!

i'm also thinking i'd get a lot more use of my holga if i had a polaroid back so that i didnt have to send the 120 ( Read more... )

so jeremy says when we get married (in 5 years or what-not) if it's financially realistic, he'll let me quit working so i can be a full time student, before we start thinking about children. isn't this great! yeah i'll be 30 but who cares. it's never too late to get your education. that gives me 5 years to clean up my financial situation and credit ( Read more... )

after reading this i'm really excited about going and finding a churh to attend. there's something about trying to help people find their spiritual path, and that is what i need. if i am correct, (and tell me if i am wrong, sweetsexysadie), but it seems they use different scriptures, practices, methods that come from all sorts of world religions. i like this ( Read more... )