friends are fucking over-rated.
working is fucking over-rated.
school is fucking over-rated.
life is fucking over-rated.
fuck you.

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i'm almost all caught up at work. and that makes me very very happy. and i'm at the correct number of hours for the week so far. but i'm going to stay later so i don't have to stay late on friday because that would just suck and i don't think my friends work friday so that would be lame if i had to work late.

i don't really know what to do anymore. with anything. like school. my life. my friends. she's driving me crazy. giving me short answers the everything. talking to him about her fucking problems with me and not talking to me directly. "what's wrong with you?" i hate that question and i even know what tone of voice he would have said that in. it ( Read more... )

"what's wrong with you?"

everything.

i'm a shit friend.
my apologies.
and i don't know why i'm crying.

lately i've been making some of the worst decisions. but this one i think i'm fine with. this weekend i've decided that i'm going to talk to my parents about taking a break from school. i'm quite aware that they've already paid for it and everything. but right now i have no motivation. i just want to work. and earn money and figure out what in the ( Read more... )

there is one person in particular that's driving me fucking crazy right now. no names needed. just needed to get that off my fucking chest.

i want something new.
i need a change.
i want to quit school.
i want to quit my job.
i want to get out of here.

i think i know someone who would want to go with me.

well, good news finally. haha. tillie and i got over our whole retardedness. she sent me a message telling me happy late birthday. it was really nice. and we've been talking today. it's really cool though. her and i were such good friends and then bam we just hated eachother. it was pretty ridiculous. but it's cool that we are both over it. i like ( Read more... )