i jinx everything.
guys blow the fucking big one.

do i not deserve better than that?

so i've been doing stupid things. and making bad decisions. having way too much fun. and getting way too pissed off. hanging out with people that i absolutely love. hanging out with people that i've never even met. having the time of my life. and having the worst time of my life. finally turning eighteen and it turning out like shit. and making it ( Read more... )

worst birthday, ever.

birthday today! :)

this better be good.

i over think way too much.
i'm going to stop.

birthday tomorrow! :)

MonkeySkat3: i wish i could meet a girl like you
kaitlinmariegill: like me?
MonkeySkat3: mmhmm
kaitlinmariegill: why like me?
MonkeySkat3: cuz your nice, cute, caring

wow.

( i was born to tell you i love you. )

caitlin, i just want to thank you.
(you know why. <3)

i'm at work. and i hate it. i ate too much. blah. and i have to be here REALLY late because i'm a retard and i went home early yesterday because i couldn't focus on my work because i was so tired. oh well though. i'm going to work. i hope. <3

FYI, it's my birthday on friday!

last night was awesome. hung out with caitlin, alex and jessi for awhile. we were at alex's house. then we went to wendy's, then best buy. it was exciting. then caitlin took us all home and alex said something about how he was going to go home and be bored and i was like don't even worry about it i will too. and like i don't know, but i think he ( Read more... )

i expect way too much of everyone. why do i do this? i'm just setting myself up for more pain. i'm so fucking stupid. that's why.

homework, then sleep.