oh well here is a new more interesting entry for all you now so interested readers ( Read more... )

maaybe i will use this shit aganin, after all it can be funny to read about how pissed off i was a few months ago and how i hate people. we will see how long this will last. so for now ( Read more... )

the last few weeks have been awesome thanks two thomas and william. If these kids did not exsist i would live a very boring life. A recap of recent events ( Read more... )

im sick of the insencerity of kids that i thought i knew. Honestly...who the hell cares anymore? I try to do all i can for the people i care about, but just get shit in the end. i dont do things with the hopes of a return, just the hopes of respect and gratitude. But i think that is to much to ask for, who has time to care if they are hurting ( Read more... )

i feel like i never leave work. i go there in the mornig i leave at night but dont feel like i do anything else. on other notes i really miss alot of people, i seem to be out with the same kids all the time but never get to see anyone else. so if you read this and i have not seen you in a while it is prolly cause i dont have anyones phone numbers ( Read more... )

the days events:
work
dinner
law & order
reading
bed
not very eventful...
ill try to do something more exciting when i wake up...until next time

i would not even know where to begin, but anyway t has been a long time since i have touched this site and well i ran in to an old friend and now i need to write so she can catch up. so the sum up of my life i work i drink i stay hoem alot. the end nothing too new and exciting, but i am doig what i do best and am falling for someone i should not ( Read more... )

in one week i think i have broken all the rules of hat i want out of my life. I need to re-evaluate what is really important and what is just here. It is bad when you realize that you are lliving a selfdestructive life and at any moment it could all come crashing down. but who know maybe it already has and im trying to dig outnof it now. Things ( Read more... )

this isnot thom

i feel like crying for no reason the end