Another night where I try to remember that smell.
Heh.

i still have some fifty over days to go. and yet, i am so stricken with grief and sadness, now.

oh, i guess, you can't have it all. one or the other.
but i am glad that i have made what i have. and have what i have.

hahaha, this is has got to be one of the weirdest feelings in the world.

i'm going to embark on a new project that will span across 5-6 months ( Read more... )

so... urm, thank god at least it's November already ( Read more... )

it's been a while ( Read more... )

Calling for 2011, hello. Testing, testing.
2011, roger over - or something. Request for contact.

hope is a dangerous thing.

so my life took an interesting turn on Friday, 19 March ( Read more... )

I am a wreck. I couldn't contain it any further ( Read more... )

so here we are. we have come to this point where everything after is scary.
is deadly. is costly.
every move will be measured. every mistake will be long remembered.
every victory will only last as long as the next slip.
negative? no. it is realistic.
it is life. it is scary.
but hell yeah, it's fucking worth it.