Slipping.
so... urm, thank god at least it's November already?
i cannot wait to get both these feet into 2011.
somedays are good, somedays are bad.
somedays, i don't even know what to think anymore.
i'm not really the sort to give up.
i'm very much Ms. Go-Getter, let's be positive and all.
but oh it's getting harder.
seeing those around me spread and soar, while i'm... still here?
hah. don't get me wrong, i'm super happy for them.
i guess... i'm just wishing for a bit more luck to come my way.
because soon it's not going to be the light at the end of the tunnel i'm looking for.
i might just be myself. and that's one road, i don't want to drive on.
oh God, give me strength.