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[thisisafreeshot]

i find the one thing in my entire life that i have ever loved disreguarding family cause thats given, and now she wants to leave.
my body dosnt want to make an effort at any sort of gesture or motion.
i dont feel well but im not sick.
my feelings dont feel right now. im very cold and i am teary.
i feel heavy. i feel sad. i feel choiceless.
my lips are

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[operation111]

that sucks.

[meranda_08]

babe. its not like its forever and i prolly wont even do it.
im sorry i want more with my life.
i have always wanted to do this.
and iwas thinking about it
and i couldnt stay all summer.
just 14 days at the max.
but ya know if thats how you really feel then maybe we should just not be together.
i was going to come see you at work today.
but now i dont want to.

im really sorry thats how you feel. if it were you that wanted to get away.
i would go with you in a heartbeat no questions asked. but i guess we feel differently about eachother.

i love you =[

[thisisafreeshot]

HUN THATS NOT WHAT I EVEN MEANT. DONT SAY THAT STUFF. I DONT WORK TODAY. I LOVE YOU YOU NEED TO CALL ME. I LOVE YOU AND WHAT YOU WROTE JUST SUPRISED ME. I KNOW ITS WHAT YOU WANNA DO. I JUST GOT BLINDSIDED BY WHAT YOU SAID. IT JUST SOUNDED LIKE IT WOULD HAVE ENDED US. PLEASE DONT SAY STUF LIKE WE SHOULD BE TOGETHER. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE CALL ME WHEN YO GET A CHANCE. I LOVE YOU AND YOU KNOW I SUPPORT YOU IN ANYTHING YOU WANNA DO. I MISS YOU AND I LOVE YOU.

[thisisafreeshot]

im really sorry hun. i freaked out. i love you so much and it really scared me. you posted that and i havent seen you or talked to you in days and i just hit me really fast. you know i would support you and you know i would want you to do it. if you wanted me to go with you i would no questions you know that.