I have a shrink apt tommarow at 11:00 a.m ( Read more... )

sometimes one really knows who his friends are. Thanks to Imyaj, and auryn24 for the unexpected but delightfull phone calls. My sister, sent me a card out of the blue, which also made my day. I'm not going to wallow in my own self-pity "Poor me, poor me, poor me another". I know the ugly green monster is back-I slept again alot today, and alot last night ( Read more... )

I am so tired as of late. I feel like crawling back into bed, as we speak, but will try to fight this as long as possible. Me against the depression, and I am determined to win ( Read more... )

The next time I decide to pick up hours at work, will someone hit me. Although after a few smoke breaks, I am feeling much better and awake...with 7 more hours to go. Whoppeee ( Read more... )

Lately, I feel I have "nelglected" my LJ to the point where if anyone would be reading this.. confusion of what exactly happened in the last week.. would be what he/she would be thinking. THerefore, yet an update:

Thearpy Had a karla apointment today. She was impressed with the rhinestone crown and it turned out to be a very benefitial appointment ( Read more... )

I missed my shrink apointment yesterday. DAMN. Pissed me off, but by the time I woke up, it was way pass due... it was 1700. I got floated the night before to Methodist, and it was a sucky float.. and a really boring 1-1. A 1-1 that didnt' need to be a 1-1, but at any rate... got home and crashed. And that was the end of that ( Read more... )

Trees and Magma said that I had "alot on my plate" and I responded that I always get a second helping. Today/Tonight/Right now.. does that ever hold true ( Read more... )

Turn off the mobile, and your land line. Lock the doors.

Put in Madonna "Ray of light" cd.

Listen to 9 and 10. Tracks 9 and 10. Over and over and over and over and over and over and over.

Then you will know what Karla and I are trying to tell you...

Kara only has power over you, if you give her that power..

John is in a pissy mood. Not sure what is going on with him. It seems that he is a major rut, whree nothing is going right.. wish there was something I could do, to fix all that ( Read more... )

After an extremly nerve racking night at the hospital, I went home. Had a therapy session with Carla today. I was somewhat aprehensive, because, well.. lately, they havn't ment much, and I wasn't seeing much progress. Today. Today was different ( Read more... )