Depressing is pretty much all I'm feeling these days. I'm really not happy with how much of anything is going on in my life. I don't really like this school at all. I don't think its the school itself though. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't be any happier if I were anywhere else, in fact I think this may just be the best school for me. I'm with the only ( Read more... )

I hate needing someone. But I do. And he doesn't need me. It's such a horrible feeling. I just want one person to need me. Just one. Then have maybe I can feel like I have atleast one reason for being here ( Read more... )

I'm all packed and ready to go. All I have left to pack is my kitty and my massive amounts of clothing. I don't know why I have so many. I normally wear my same old jeans from 8th grade and my t-shirt from Michelle. Anyways. I have a ton of clothes and I'll feel weird if I don't bring them all. Just on the off chance I may want to wear something ( Read more... )

I got new underwear today. I know you don't care, but I'm excited. I like new things. Especially new socks and new underwear. yep. Oh. And I got new glasses too. I got new ones a week ago or something, but then I sat on them, and they got all crooked, so I got new ones ( Read more... )

I got about 16 or 17 hours of sleep today. Now I'm tired and bored and I have a migraine and I wont be able to sleep tonight. I'm not sure it was worth it and work is going to suck tomorrow. I was suppost to be off of work this week too. Damn tax-free days. Apparently I have to work a lot because tax-free days suck. oh well. I don't really have ( Read more... )

This week I'm only working today and Wednesday. Kinda sucks because I wont have any money but I hate working so its good that I don't have to. I'm going to be bored out of my mind though. Sean is moving eventually so I wont even see him as much which is going to suck but I've decided that its going to be less than a month until I move down near him ( Read more... )

I just cleaned out our 2 fridges and freezers. It took 3 large trash bags. Half of the food was expired atleast 2 years ago. All of the fruit and vegetables were growing new things I don't even want to try and describe. We quite literally have no food or drinks now.

I stayed up last night and decided to watch a bunch of movies and then didn't go to sleep until really really really late then I woke up and had a fucking migraine again. I swear I am going to kill the fucking parrot. Whoever thought that having that damn bird as a pet was retarted. I screams so loud there is no possible way to block it out. Plus ( Read more... )

Happy Canada Day!

Only 1 minutes left then its just an ordinary day.

Sean broke up with me. Sunday at about 1am I suppose. I've been crying ever since. I don't know why. This is new for me. I've never been so upset over a break up. I really thought we would last. He says there is always a chance in the future. I hope there will be. But I doubt it will happen. He will forget me like everyone else eventually does. And ( Read more... )