Wow! Cant believe how many years have past since I have posted here.

No one else cares so why should I ( Read more... )

It seems that every year around this same time...I come back here searching for something ( Read more... )

It has been soooo long since I have cut to relieve the pain inside of me. I am scared as to how good it felt to make a small cut on my hand and one about an inch long on the back of my wrist. I felt so much better afterwards - like I was in control again somehow. If my family knew that I did this for so many years, they would surely think I was ( Read more... )

...since I have come on here - I actually almost forgot my sign on information. I feel so overwhelmed all the time - not by my day-to-day activities or responsibilities - but of how I feel about myself. I do not know how I have allowed myself to become this horrible person that I hide from everyone around me. I feel like I have turned myself ( Read more... )

Why does it matter to me what she thinks? Whether or no she approves ( Read more... )

My parents are so inconsiderate! They took some of my kids to our old church, so us others had to stay home...no room in the car. They should have been home by 12:30 pm or at the latest 1 pm. Both times came and went - they didn't get home until just now! Here I am fretting for the last two hours because I thought they got in a car wreck or ( Read more... )

I am so tired of hearing that I do nothing and my mom takes claim for doing everything. I am so tired of being unappreciated by her. Nothing is ever good enough. I don't do anything...haven't you heard? She does it all! Yet - I even put a list out in black and white print proving I do more than her and this is still her argument. If she ( Read more... )

This is the only place where I truly feel like I can be myself. It is extremely difficult for me to epress my opinions or even my emotions around others in my household ( Read more... )

I think she just loves to scream and yell honestly ( Read more... )