I know writing this in my journal might seem a little strange, but... I wanted to record these thoughts....

I remember... I remember giving in to your will over me, and I wanted you to know, to have absolutely no doubt in your heart... there's absolutely nothing I regret. And nothing that I wouldn't have done of my own free will... though I ( Read more... )

She won't see me.... She wants me to stay away. I understand why, but... it hurts, so much ( Read more... )

I just had the strangest night.... I can barely believe that happened. No, I can barely believe anything that's happened these past few days, but ( Read more... )

We got called to the principal's office, those of us who went down into the Resource Centre to see Isolde-sensei ( Read more... )

I'm a Mana. A Mana.... Isolde-sensei told me I'm a Mana....

and she killed Jess and

and

what is happening here any more....

I feel, so much, and it's too loud... it used to be beautiful and it is but now the screaming's too loud....

I just want everyone to be okay.... I want to be happy, just to feel this, but I'm drowning in her sorrow, too

Isolde-sensei said she wants to see me urgently. She says it's about my future ( Read more... )

Woke up in the infirmary. Jess let me borrow her notebook so I could write in my journal... thanks, Jess ( Read more... )

According to Flay and Roxis, it's associated with something terrible.... But I still think it's beautiful. The way the thick, yellow light that pours through our windows in the evening-time makes it look like liquid gold, shivering and swaying slightly in the draughty halls. The way, if you just focus on one little sliver of it, it reflects all the ( Read more... )

( Just talking to myself. It's okay to just skip it. )