[locked to Roxis only]
I know writing this in my journal might seem a little strange, but... I wanted to record these thoughts....
I remember... I remember giving in to your will over me, and I wanted you to know, to have absolutely no doubt in your heart... there's absolutely nothing I regret. And nothing that I wouldn't have done of my own free will... though I understand that wasn't the point. And if there ever is anything that I wouldn't normally do, even something that normally I'd hate... it's still okay, if it's you.... Because....
The feeling of giving control to you, of being only for your pleasure and nothing else....
...it's really nice.
It feels like... I don't even know if I can explain... it's like I was made to do things like this. And I guess, really, I was... and so... just to be able to give anything to you like that, without my own feelings being in the way... it just feels so right. More right than anything I've felt in so long....
Thank you....
I remember... I remember giving in to your will over me, and I wanted you to know, to have absolutely no doubt in your heart... there's absolutely nothing I regret. And nothing that I wouldn't have done of my own free will... though I understand that wasn't the point. And if there ever is anything that I wouldn't normally do, even something that normally I'd hate... it's still okay, if it's you.... Because....
The feeling of giving control to you, of being only for your pleasure and nothing else....
...it's really nice.
It feels like... I don't even know if I can explain... it's like I was made to do things like this. And I guess, really, I was... and so... just to be able to give anything to you like that, without my own feelings being in the way... it just feels so right. More right than anything I've felt in so long....
Thank you....